so today, i was given a decision to make.
one, Comfort Zone
two, Serve God (but not in my comfort zone)
almost died.
It has always been my desire to please God,
and ya reluctantly i say yes, i will take choice two.
after i walk out of that little room,
i keep asking myself,
is this what i want? i've been wanting to get out of IT but now i've choose to BE with IT.
i keep asking God,
wah why do You have to put me in such a dilemma.
fear of being left out scares me
fear of not being able to go CG outing with my own peers scares me too.
but on my way home i prayed.
then God reminded me of the prayer i always make,
"use me to do works for you even if it's difficult, i know i can make it with You"
and i know it's really not about me,
if i wanna grow, i have to let God shaped me,
moulding process is painful but i always have Him with me,
then i almost cried on the bus, haha, so embarrassing.
hmm, one thing i know,
God won't put me in a situation i cannot cope,
nor will He give me something that's off limits of what i can do.
and i'll keep praying.
Philippians 4:13
"I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me."
