just came back from Kidz Club (Church kids programme)
some of the kids are graduating hence the reason some youths were there.
We watched "Facing the Giants"
it's a christian movie and
wow, it touched my heart.
Seeing how faith can move the mountian.
God and His miracles.
while i watched, i reflected on my spiritual life for the past few weeks of my life.
i wasn't too happy with what the results of my reflections were.
i felt i didn't have enough faith most of the time.
at the beginning of this year, i told God,
i wanna see myself grow and mature in my spiritual life
and yet, 2008 is ending soon.
what have i been doing?
i'm not satisfied.
but in another way, God had encouraged me through the movie itself.
i've been really bothered by alot of things.
especially in school. argh.
i'm really scare of alot of things, decisions after decisions
Jive, Sch, Boys(?), Kayak
there was this part of the movie when one of the actor say,
"God said Do not fear in the bible, 365 times"
then roy looked at me and repeated "365times!"
i look at ruoning and repeated "365times!"
Ruo then say "A year got 364 days"
i dunno, but as if it was trying to tell me that God is constantly telling me
Do Not Fear everyday and more.
i'm gonna start working on my spiritual life,
i'm gonna pray and pray and pray.
i will learn to praise God regardless of what happen.
Big or Small.
"The LORD gave, and the LORD has taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD"
