mwhahahah! i'm HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY. i couldn't descibe this JOY JOY JOY. awww!!! I'M GOING TO CHURCH CAMP!!!! YES YESYESS. although my dad haven't sign the form, but i think i can go. THANK GOD.
oh jesus, love of my life.everything's so wrong, it's so right(:plenty of things had changed during the hols. i'm positive about it even so. cause i know, someone up there love me no matter what(: and that's jesssuus! see. i'm a new me. i won't let worries beat me nor troubles to take me away. cause whatever the problem or trouble is, there's always a solution and better things always happen after that! i know our friendship ain't any good anymore, and my life ain't what i want it to be, i hope and pray, everything will be alright after hols. although i'm not included in ur activities, i happy everybody's having fun. i am too. i'm HAPPY. JOY of the LORD is with me. forever. christmas's coming. i hope we'll be able to spent it tgt, and no matter what. u guys are still part of my mermories. part of my life. Oy, talked to zann a few days ago. i'm happy we shared our troubles, like old times, aye? and i really miss her alottt! Zann, you're part of my life also, and no matter what everything will be alright. u've got a whole life ahead of u, and there's many fishes in the SEA. i know how u feel, but i, myself is overcoming it as well, we'll do it tgt alright? i love you.
