hohos. went to cousin's house today cus my nephew is one month old(:
celebrated with buffet and well, i've got COMPANY. whoohas.
i'm always feeling bored at family occasion.
but not this time, cus, cousin's GF came. both.
and one is 19 and another is 24.
so we get to know each other.
talked about makeups, shopping, clothes, typical teenager stuff, boys and parents.
i hope my brother will marry her. HAHA.
OH. we've got the same music taste as well. i dun mind such cousininlaw((:
tmr, CHRISTMAS SERVICE.
YAYS.
everything will be fine and normal, if only i didn't open that bloody new msg and text her.
shit. i hate myself. i'm sorry, i'm seriously. am
why did i even text her, when i dun wan a change?
wtf. i'm shitty angry with myself.