what will u do when u have to keep this thing from everybody because u dun wanna make ur friend sad, hurt? and i felt this way.. i just dun wanna start this stupid thing over and over. even if there's a chance i can't take it because of so many reasons that stop me from doing what i wan . and i just too selfless too kind to accept this offer . i'm crazy because i won't have this chance . i'm just day dreaming . shit .