what a terrible day ... Got up feeling crappy . i didn't go work today cause got pw presentation . sad rite / so no money for me today . TMR MEET THE PARENTS . SHIT MAN . i very scare . was praying everyday . hoping God will make a way bahs ? cause tmr determined my christinity . exaggerating? maybe . lols. but still if i'm ban from church i will continue to hold on . Because the bible says that He won't let any harm be onto his children (something like that). and i won't let God go . He's far more imp than ANYTHING else. even if it means running away from home . just that i dun dare or not i will not be here already. LOL. BUT THIS SUNDAY / ARHH . if i dun go i cannot be promoted to section leader . WAHH WAHH !!! SOB* help help . God help . hahs, but that is not as imp bahs, important is that i can still praise God and hear sermon, respond to altar calling . arrrhh . but God will make a way. holding on to his faith still.. but i very scare i will lost this faith bahs ? still continue to pray . because i believe n still have faith . AMEN.