haiis , i think cold to u is the only wway OUT . cause i dun want hurt ur heart . GOD have always been in my top priority since i've been serious in christ . i've hurt alot of hearts . it's stupid to hurt one more . and it will be even stupid to lost a friend . No . i will not let it happen . i guess, i shouldn't even have known u and sms u in the first place. my mistake . but what done had been done . i hope u will get the msgg . not hang on to it, and well u know even better than me to focus on ur vision and God . not me . because it's just a crush it wouldn't last long and LOVE DOESN'T LAST FOREVER* but GOD LAST .
i've made my sacrifice again . God, i hope it will bring a smile to ur face . =)) maybe alot of pple will think it's stupid . but once u feel God's love everything is not the same again . feel it and u know what i mean . no body had been there for me, but God . everything is just the surface, but what does it mean to pple inside their hearts . u will never known . but God been there for me . now and forever . i dun have parental concern(they only think abouut themselves) nor favourtise from relatives . but i know one time . FRIENDS and CGmembers, church AND GOD, mean more to me than anything else . hope u guys can understand and i apologise for the HOLY* things i always said , LOL . shirlene and diana bu tahan . i know . but MAYBE* one day you'll understand . i've something in my heart that's always inexplainable not answered but i know somebody that is GOD who really understand . and SHOWERED* love on me . the things pple have, i do not have . unfair it is for me . but one thing is i have GOD nothing been the same since . i guess this is my explaination for always being HOLY* about stuff like LOVE*, FAMILY*, RESPONSIBILITY* i know i've always go by rule not happy to skip lessons and stuff . but here is my explaination . i hope u guys (BESTIES*) will understand / i'm not kidding though, serious* . and yepps . wanna make fun of me , i'll still stand FIRM* in GOD . no matter how many face u gib me i will still stand FIRM de . yepps . that's all . no offense kkays . this is not an argument . hahas, it's something diffcult to tell u guys face to face . so i would rather have it typed out . BUT REGARDLESS I'M HOLY OR WHATEVER U CALL ME . i'm still SYLVIA* always being there for u guys, laughing and being BIANTAI* . and yepps, have problems i can lend u my EARS(i got dig one, JK) and shoulder(strong enough to handle any weight, my swimming paid off) . so yepps . ANYTIME HERE FOR U GUYS - BESTIESFOREVER*