I VERY SCARE . haiish . today i tell bie and von my xin shi . haiis. den in the end conclusion is what's your is yours. i nv cherih him right right . he felt PLAYED. i'm not that type of girl. dun take my breathe away de next time i see eu / dun stop my heart dun let me see ur eyes. it hurt so much . so much . but is so long ler lor/ hold it let it go / what's yours is yours. i dunno what to do . ii wanna cry . den i pray and pray . God won't speak to me . i bbreak down and cry . and den i have no one to turn to . only God . Only God . everynite i pray i pray i pray . until i'm so tired so tired i couldn;t go on and fall asleep . no one listen understand nor tell me to go on . i want go on wib my life the usual way . if one day i could forget the pass . put it in my pocket and play play pray pray my usual stuff . i will feel happy fer once . fer once . ii just want once to feel carefree again . cause i'm too happy . if i'm sadd. i go crazy . crazy and pple know i'm happy . cause i wanna be the CHEERFUL sylvia everyone knows . no the quiet one it's not me . so crazy i luff at nothing i smile at nothing and tears at my luff . days just go on . what's the use anyway . everyday e same pain . PAIN PAIN . ii pray ii pray. GOD i wouldn't giveup until u SPEAK TO ME . i'll take it as a test TEST u gimme . will live on .